Dammit man!!

I can’t believe this. I had an awesome bondage shoot over the weekend and I ended up getting injured in the last scene. I have a compressed nerve in my right arm and need to do physical therapy. I have been rigged so many times and lots by this individual from the shoot and never had a problem. I guess its life telling me to slow down. Its no one’s fault - it just sucks major ass. I want it to work properly now!! I guess I will be the gimpy mistress for a while until it fully heals… Meow Meow

Vivian

Not so cranky

I think my ultra cranky mood is finally passed. I feel so much more at ease and balanced again- something that I cherish dearly… I hate it when things/people get to me to such an extent that my emotions get twisted and out of sorts. No one likes feeling used and unappreciated - its a lousy feeling. Recent events have reminded me to as of why I keep myself guarded and why I do not let people in so easily. I never mean to be cold, its just that there are so many crappy people out there and one needs to prove themself. I refuse to be used and objectified. Plain and simple… On a brighter note, my site should FINALLY be relaunched this week and then the big task of getting things ready for the members section will begin. I hope it all goes over well - it would just suck if it flopped! Meow!!

xoxoxo

Vivian